Have you guys ever been in a situation when someone came right in front of you and ur heart goes like "Samne yeh kaun aya dil mein hui hulchul"?
Well I'm sure most of us have had music in our heads when we have come across somebody really cute. I personally confess to have sang this song like a million times since age 12 i think (obviously in my head not out loud duh!!!).
Anyways the point of writing this blog is to share something about a special someone. Yes I'm in love and it's a beautiful feeling :). Of-course it's not your usual Happily ever after kind of loves it's far from reaching there.
Well it was beautiful until i sang all the possible songs (again not out loud) on the Love planet and then came back to the global warming stricken planet Earth, were reality is hotter than the summer.
It all began a year and a half ago when, I accidentally saw him while sitting in a friends' car on a rainy evening. Bugged with traffic I was doodling on the car window sitting on the backseat, hoping to reach home soon.
All my other friends were talking to their respective boyfriends over the phone making plans. Everything was perfect until, I saw him right outside the window, waiting to cross the road, for two whole minutes i didn't say anything and then i said out loud to my friends "People cute guy alert". They all nodded in agreement and then we zoomed off.
End of story??? Hahhaha, even I thought so. Until of course I got professionally linked to my cute stranger. Surprised? Shocked? Well yeah the first fifteen minutes even I believed I was hallucinating-looking for some romantic relief from my stressful work.
But it wasn't so… He was right there. Anyways to cut the crap and get to the point, we obviously became friendly, then friends and then a bit flirtatious. Sharing music, long phone and online chats and funny smses played their role in bringing us closer.
But like I said it was all beautiful until I came back to planet Earth remember?
So the problem is simple-he's from Mars and I'm from Venus. Confused? I love him and he loves everybody else…
I know it has no future, I know it was just one of those things people do for fun (which is what he was doing). But I got a little too attracted to the word 'Serious' and dropped my self into the "Love Zone".
To conclude, I'm glad I met him, coz I have heard that everyone falls in love and does crazy things for that person-this was my love and my crazy. Even thought I will always be in love with him, it's time for me to move on.
PS: I know by the end of this I'm gonna receive a whole lot of brickbats, criticisms and apprehensive comments on my blog. Hey but I wanted to get this outta my system, so I just did 'What I wanted to do?'
PPS: If he reads this he doesn't need to panic. It's just what I think was the right thing to do for my self.
Hey Prachi, Gary here..!!
ReplyDeleteread ur blog & felt good & bad both.
bad bcz u loved sm1 but he dsnt love u.. & good bcz.. its my experience tht everything happens for a good reason..!!! u knw, our life is like a book.
it has so many chapters. u knw wat God does?? God gives us chapter no.1 & wants us to live that chapter.. learn it, experience it.. & only after we finish the chapter he gives us d 2nd chapter..!!
well, i think he was just one of the chapters in your life. & God has a purpose in introducing this chapter to ur life's book. if u see closely u wil knw His purpose. God might hv wanted to teach u wat love is...!!! oe smthing else.. i dont knw. he used this way to teach u tht.
& ya pyaar to sabhi karte hain, dil aksar tutate hain, but its all happens for a good reason..!! believe me.
u r right, u shud move on. decide it firmly & God wil open up the next chapter for u..!!
i hope u get wat i want to say. Tc. bye.
God bless you..!!!
love's like that my friend. hate it, love it, but u can't escape it.
ReplyDeletealways with u
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It is an experience...live it...enjoy it..
ReplyDeleteThere are more to come :)